Actually I have a lot of things to write about. I wrote most of the things I feel like writing in this one apps called Diaro. But I don’t think it would be wise to write about that again in the blog because they are mostly about my families and issues that I’m facing now. I’m just not going to share those kind of stories here, yet.

So as for now I’m going to write about the idea that I just came across. It is the present for my birthday. But not for me, it’s for my parents.

Ok the only thing I can tell here is that my parents have started to lose hope of me. I am so sad, and feel like I have no one to go to, with them being like that. But I understand why. But for the time being, I am still very very sad.

So, I thought of creating an email account for them, though technically they’ve already had one each. Maybe it would be something like abahmama@gmail.com lol. Something like that mostly. I will send email to this account, writing about my day, my failures, my hardships, my success and etc., all to this email address. And I’m planning to give them the email address with the password on my birthday, when I feel like I’m already financially stable, or I have at the very least succeed in achieving most of my goals.

I read about this on Facebook about a pair of couple who created an email address for their children, and put pictures and stories about their children in the email. And they gave it as birthday present when their children was at high school or university I couldn’t really remember, but something like that. So I wanted to do the same, it’s just the other way around. I am the one who gives the email address to my parents during my birthday.

Omg I really can’t wait for the day to come!

Like, when I am already being successful enough, I can let my parents know the hardships and the pain that I have went through when everyone keeps putting their blame on me. And I would also be able to recall those hard times with them. Oh btw I am not sure yet whether I want to read the emails with them or just give them the email and password and leave, let them read the emails by themselves.

But this is going to be very exciting! I can’t wait to see their expressions after logging in to the account and reading all those emails!