Failure vs Success.

April 21, 2016


Hehehehe first of all helloooo *tiup tiup habuk blog*. I’ve been extremely busy lately, well, quite, yeah. Uhm actually there are a lot of things going on and I have to concentrate and prioritize them over soo I guess that explains why I haven’t post in a while.

So today (I finished my class early and I had nothing to do (yet) and I have silat training at 8pm which now is 5 soo I wanna write something hehe) I wanna talk about failure and success. I don’t know why I chose this topic haha but uhm maye bcs I feel like I have something to write about?

Okayh, let’s get serious.

To be frank, the level of excellence in my uni years is not as great as during my school years. And bcs of this, I kept comparing my effort then and now, finding, searching what is the factor of why I’m not like before. I feel like I’m not as hardworking as before. But I know uni years is where I need to be hardworking even more. But somehow, I feel like not driven to it. I feel like, not motivated.

Yeah, I feel not motivated.

To get that motivated mood on, I used to scroll Youtube to find any motivational videos but still didn’t help me at all.

But somehow yesterday, when I was scrolling Youtube, searching of what song I wanna listen to, I found this one video abt success and failure. The title is ‘Motivation to Study’, the channel is Logan Wallace. The video wasn’t really great, the animation etc etc were not that good, but the message in the video that made me moved. And after that video I realized what makes me differ from my school years.

The fear of failure and the love of success.

To be honest, after I got my MARA sponsorship, I got scared of all the requirements that I need to pass in order to study abroad, in order to get discount when I wanna pay back after I graduate. I got scared, I got scared of the failure that maybe I can’t get to study abroad, that maybe if I can’t sudy abroad my parents would be sad of me, etc etc etc. And I become perplexed with those ‘scared’ feeling.

This is the fear of failure.

If compared to during my school years, I was excel in everything. Well, not really in everything, but I felt satisfied in everything I did, even though some of them didn’t really hit the targets. I excelled in my studies, sports, relationships with my teachers, with my friends, with the school itself. My confidence in studies driven me even more to succeed. My passion in sports led me to train even more with my teammates. My love for the teachers thrust me to go staffroom more often to ask questions to just pass by to say hello to help them with anything I can.

That is the love of success.

But none of that happening to me now. None of that happened to me now.

But the video I watched yesterday made me realize that, if we’re too afraid of failure, we will be haunted by it. Most of people thought that the fear of failure would lead to success, because they thought that fear would make us avoid it, prevent it from happening, prohibit it from happening. But actually it is not. It is actually the love of success that would keep us succeed.

An analogy given in the video was an old man walked on the street. He looked unfit to walk across the street bcs he was too old. But still, he kept walking, and then he fell down. And one man helped him, and said to him that he should just stay inside his house bcs it is dangerous for the old man to go outside.

But then the old man replied him, “I love walking, and I love walking way more than I’m afraid of falling. If I’m afraid too much of falling down, I would maybe just stay inside my house for years and not coming out at all. I won’t move, I won’t do anything, but to afraid.”

Do you understand the analogy? If the old man was too scared of falling, would he even start walking? He even would not do what he loved to do. He would just sit at home and take no action, but he loved walking. He wasn’t even scared to fall. It gave him life, that’s what allowed him to get up and do it. If we become too scared of failure, we will not make any move to get closer to success. If we become too scared of failure, we will always get haunted, get bothered abt it. But if we love success, it will drive us to get closer to it.

You might believe, if you’re scared to fail, you won’t fail. It is the biggest lie ever.


I somehow thought that being scared to fail in life would literally keep me from failing. I always thought that if I just fear the act of failing and if I scared of it like crazy, I will succeed. Bcs I thought that fear would magically motivate me to get out there and start taking action.

But after watched that video, I realized something, the true key to success is the love for it, it is the love for success that will lead me to succeeding. We have to love success just as much bcs that’s what gonna allow us to get up and go for it. Being scared to fail won’t do anything. We have to love success so much that we’re willing to fail ten times before we can succeed once.

I give another example. If Michael Jordan (basketball star) was scared of missing, he would have never taken the shot. If Steve Jobs (Apple founder) was afraid of people not liking his product, there would be no iPhone haha. So the thing is, if you’re sooooo afraid of failure, it would never help us to succeed, it would never help us to avoid failure.

So guysss ^^, we have to love for success yeh, not fear for failure ^^ ^^.

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