(Im not saying that im excel in my studies though but) when people keep asking me the same question, “macam mana kau study weh?”, “macam mana kau divide masa kau weh?”, “jeles ah dengan kau, kau berjaya, semua benda kau dapat”, I get irritated. At first yeah I can still be cool to answer all those questions. At first for me, those questions, in terms of more proper and more precise question that they should ask is, “how do you manage your time?”. So I was okay to answer. But when I was jammed with the same questions on and on and on, made me rethink of the real meaning and hidden meaning from those questions. They are expecting to be me.

You just have to do what you love. And you just have to love what you do. That’s all bro, sis. Theres no point if you try to copy me to be like who I am, and at the end you confused with your own self bcs you get what you don’t want to. just do what you love, bcs eventually you’ll get in love with your own self, and eventually too you will get what you want, and even if you don’t, you will still be happy bcs you did what you love, trust me J

And I do feel uneasy when people put high expectation on me. Since I was in high school it’s always like that. bcs of the ‘first name’ of my school. *sigh*. And now im in university, still, people expect me to always score in my every single tests and exams. i get fed up sometimes, bcs when I got low marks they thought I was joking. Hello mannn im still a human, I have my ups and downs too. Zzzz

K bye. I just don’t know how to turn those popping thinking in my head right now into writings.